Two things worth saving, one kind of sweet and I do not understand the second very well

I should be plugging away at this pile of paper, but I want to throw these two things away and still keep them.

This one was part of the process of a prayer group to which I belonged many years ago.  It transitioned into a Steiner study group, which was more to my taste, but my schedule forced me to drop away and whilst I still see some of those cool people and they invite me to rejoin them, I still cannot.  So, anyway, just substitute the word Divine or higher self or whatever suits you for the word God, if you are so inclined.  I am.

• I open my heart and mind in full surrender to the power of my indwelling God and align in love with my partners in prayer.
• I believe that God in an energy of pure love flowing through me.  I am a channel of its expression.
• I take responsibility for my life experience without guilt or judgment.  I am ready to change my beliefs and attitudes at depth.  My life is transformed.
• I am willing to release all unforgiveness for any perceived mistakes or wrongdoings.  I forgive by now giving unconditional love and acceptance to myself and others.  I am a being of Light and Love.
• In complete faith and trust, I speak into creation the desires of my heart.  (State or visualize your desire.)
• I joyously accept and give thanks that the desires of my heart are fulfilled.  I move into life with confidence, knowing that Divine right action is at work.
• I now have a covenant in which it is agreed that as a powerful being of God, my life is one of service to all humankind.  My commitment is to live in a manner that sets the highest example for others to follow.  I go forth with a spirit of enthusiasm, excitement and expectancy.

IT IS DONE!!!

Typing this was very interesting.  I did this because I wanted it archived somewhere that I could access it if need be, not that the Internet is the safest place, but it does mean one less piece of paper in my life.  I especially like the fourth statement about forgiveness.  No randomness in the Universe, hey?

The second thing is scribbled on the backside of two of those smallish pink slips for taking telephone messages, you know, like one of those "While you were out" pads.  So, let us see if this makes any sense, because it looks like something I wrote whilst someone else was saying it.

Conscious connection that my thoughts can affect reality or affect my life because reality equals life, then I have this little pact that I have when I create my day.  (Note:  I think this is from the film about quantum physics, "Down the Rabbit Hole")

I say.  I am thinking this time to create my day and I am infecting the quantum field. (Yep, from that fillum!)

Observer - show me a sign today that you paid attention to any one of these things that I have created and bring them in a way that I will not expect so that I am as surprised at my ability to be able to experience these things and make it so that I have no doubt that it has come from you.

My consciousness influences other around me.  

It influences material properties.  

It influences my future.  

I am co-creating my future.

Yeah, cool.  Now, just to actually do any of it.  Ah, that's the rub.

Back to the hated divesting.