too opinionated, too cranky, to be around normal people. I am still so upset from Thursday's issue with my friend. I hate this. Friends are too precious to just toss off because they do not meet your expectations of them.
I saw her today. I did my best to behave just the way I always do with this group. My heart was not in it. I am being a selfish brat about this. I am as imperfect as a person can be and I am still judging her about this. I am holding on to this. But, I do not want to be her friend. I suck in the friend department, because you do not give up on someone simply because she disappoints you. You stick with her and be the best friend that you can be and hope that something good will come of it in time. You do not walk away from someone because she is an ordinary human being, just like I am.
If that were the criteria, the being human thing, everyone in my life would have walked away from me a long time ago.
Just saying.
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