to a day that was not so crappy. I realized that even though I write out, without filtering, just about anything that happens or happens to pop into my head and even though I am fully aware that I am the only person hanging out here, that there are some things that are not safe to write. Not even here. Not even in a place where there is no one except for me.
I am managing, but the past week or so nearly did me in again and I had to sleep with my door locked. No one should have to live like this. And, I am not even the victim, because it has been explained and made very clear to me that everything bad that happens is my fault, even the things that happen to me and come as a complete surprise. Yeah. It appears that I am still capable of surprise. Never thought that would be a condition of this geography again.
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